need to slow down need to slow down i have been going in circles doing all sorts of things i feel i have to do go to this party go to this friends house do this do this do this and i catch myself doing all of these things to keep my mind busy oh noooooooooooooooo i know what is happening and it's just not an option. )0=  on the bright side got my dress for my invite at the D look at me now ! i can't lie i am excited about finally being invited.

had a real crappy night but my day has gotten better, excited hoping i can chat it up with a new friend, wow you don't realize how awesome some people are like risking their lives for you on a daily basis i don't think we realize that that people are out there away from their best friends family kids so we can conplain about a crappy night on a blog, this past week has been an eye opener for me. oh and im downloading a book and some movies thanks to my new blog pal. can't wait to veg out and watch and maybe read a little just wish people fully understood that i get to wake up and dress like goof ball go to the mall go to school go to parties because of sid people i love this pic of me and my friend a week ago and all i can say is im glad i live here where i can be self-fish person and get to do silly things

today isn't bad not at all (0=

gonna sit here till i fry like bacon yum....... i am not will not let anything ruin today ! if you want to have fun with me join the party if not well then leave tired of everyone making everything complicated it's not party or don't ! either you can hang or you can't .... easy to talk shit about your boyfriend when he has no clue your doing it LMAO blogging is the shhhhhhizzzit!

hahhahahahahhahaahhaha ok ok so im not on a lake but my backyard with my bestie is just as nice don't ya think...

oh if anyone comes across this i type this blog via phone and i am not caring if i make much sense or if i spell everything wrong half the time im doing 199900000 things at once while doing this this is my diary for class that i have to put in so many words a day so there .... LMAO

again why can't i be here ???/

why can't i be on a lake right now instead of here? well good news i got my blog interview to agree to let me bug them to death with questions guess there is still awesome people in the world to that will take time out to help someone else out. lots of people in my class said their first choices asked for money for the there time??? really? really? wouldn't it be like a fucking honor that someone thinks your pretty awesome and wants to do an interview it's like who to you admire in blog world.. well my blogger is cool as shit cause all they said was they would answer my questions but didn't think there blog would be intresting enough that in it self is pretty awesome to give me hey i don't want to be responisble for you failing a class cause I blog only when I want .  Yay for me I got the best blogger SUCK that I can't be on a boat with a cold cheap beer.

peachy kingrrrrrrrrrrrr class Friday and I still have to find a blog!!! Maybe I'll skip it till I get a blog to interview. I just really want something intresting to do it on. Well if I skip it I can work on my tan and maybe go shopping catch a movie. LMAO the things that have to be done .... or maybe just lay around and do nothing at all peace out ...